Star of Really Sad Story {Lisette}

[bookworm10812]

Sunday, May 25, 2008 9:42 p.m. PST
Mood: ;D [*squee*]

*SQUEE*

Haha, my Uncle got a new puppy! She's so adorable! Ah I'm so happy. I was able to name her and I settled for Gabriella. Gaby. Aww she's six weeks old, a Shitzu. He bought her from our friend, Maggie.

Tehee. I'm so happy. He says we have to take care of her when he's not around because of work and stuff. Which is basically all the time. xD

He found a loop-hole to my mom's rule. And she loves her too! She helped me settle on her name. She keeps talking to her and protecting her from Jr.

That kid is a tyrant. He's so mean to Izzy. Oh, Izzy is my pet bunny. This one was given to us by my mom's friend Rene. She's so small. Anyway, Jr can be really cruel to her. I have to keep those two away at all times. Guess I now have to add Gaby to that list.

Anyway. I'm out in two weeks. Yay! Oh! And I got a haircut yesterday. =]

Yeah, it's so short! I miss old hair! But it's so much easier to style. =] The only bad thing is trying to get it into a ponytail. That sucks. And it's in my face! But I'm happy. Now I just need to dye it...

Yeah, so far it's been good. It was pretty bad a few days ago. I got a new car, though. =] It's a '98 Chevrolet Malibu. I call it Barbie. Malibu Barbie anyone? xD

My dad finally got around to getting a car for my mom and myself. He's been teaching me. But it's only been 3 days. I suck. Duh. But he's so awful.

He keeps going on about how horrible women are at driving. We're stupid. We don't make good judgments. This is why he didn't want me to drive. I think he only gave in because he heard my uncle telling me he'd teach me over summer and work on getting money for a car.

He makes me so nervous behind the wheel. He just expects me to know it all already. >.<

Ok, so that's that. So far so good. I get out in two weeks and I can't wait! Woot!

[bookworm10812]

Friday, June 06, 2008 7:30 p.m. PST
Mood: [calm]

Heyyy! Guess who's out of school? Me! xD

I'm so happy, yet so sad at the same time. Most of my friends are Seniors, so they won't be there next year. It'll be so odd. But, I plan on hanging out with them over summer.

Speaking of summer. I'm going to be taking a few college classes. Just for a head start. ^_^ I'll still be on often though. No worries. Uhm...well I won't be on this weekend though. See, Lupe's graduation (or promotion; she'll be a Freshman) was yesterday. Jr's preschool graduation was today, so we'll have a party for them tomorrow, and I'm working Sunday. Sorry. But hey! Come Monday, I'll be on. =D

[bookworm10812]

Friday, June 20, 2008 2:50 p.m. PST
Mood: [guilty/sad]

I knew I was right when I chose a name for this blog. Life sucks.

In case you can't tell, I'm feeling down. I have zero muse. I feel like all I can do is just GIMP stuff and work on admin stuff. I'm sorry Patty. But I'll get into 'mac mode' soonish as well as 'lisette mode' soonish for the thread we have. Sorry guys.

Ever since the 17 I've been feeling bad. There will a few times when I'll have my pep back, but honestly? It seems like I'm in a ditch I can't crawl out of just now.

Apart from you guys, I don't think I have any friends. In all honesty, that didn't bother me until now. I mean heck, it's summer and I have no place to go. Nothing to do. No one to converse with face to face.

Lupe is out with her friends today. Normally I wouldn't care. Heck, it's been roughly a year since she and I have really sat down and talked. Since she's cared.

Maria? Pfft. Like I'm gonna go buddy up with her.

Heidi is away camping.

With Krystal.

Who, I think, hates me now. I hurt her. Bad.

Remember that blog? Remember 'I can't trust Krystal anymore'? Yeah, she saw that. And it hurt.

But it's true. Since February, I haven't talked to her. We haven't really hung out. Even at school. She's been with Jenny, and I'm a little bit jealous, I'll admit it. We've been 'best friends' for three years now. Doesn't it mean anything?

She's been out lately. I understand when she's busy or can't do things, but to me it seems like she'll make time for Jenny, but not for Heidi and me. The night of the blog? I logged into myspace (as a few of you know) and I posted a bulletin when I noticed she and Jenni and Alyssa and few other 'friends' were on. Titled 'Help'; Content: 'I need you. Please call me.' Did anyone call? I hope you can tell the answer to that.

Last day of school, I walked to down to the college, and she walked down as well. We met up and talked. About Jenny. About what a sweet person she is (which she is! I'm not saying she's not). About how cool she is and how we're lucky to be able to know her. We were two blocks away from where she was getting picked up when an awkward silence filled the air. Nothing to talk about.

As if almost reading my thoughts or something, a beautiful and special someone who was currently at her local Wal*Mart choose to call me. And saved me. Thank you.

It hurts to realize I have no friends I can hang out with. I can't say no friends, cuz you guys rock and make me feel better all the time. <3

You keep me going. I'll try to get my muse up you guys. Promise. But I can't make any guarantees that I'll be on this weekend.

P.S. Anyone read I Heart You, You Haunt Me by Lisa Schroeder? Check out. Totally recommend it. It's written in verse, for those of you who have read/love Ellen Hopkin's books like Crank, Burned, ect. ect

[London Kale]

Liz,

I'm not the best about somforting ppl. But..I wish there was some magic way to make this better for you. God, why did the world have to come to crap like this? I'm so sorry for everything that's ahppening to you and I wish I could be there..cuz I have no one to hang out with either.

Dude..take all the time you need to post, it's not gonna kill me. I love you and want you to be happy.

[bookworm10812]

Thanks Patty! <333
I love you too. You always know what to say to cheer me up. Even if it's not much. ^_^